I've always wanted to be with you. I was just afraid that you would get tired of me. I wasn't sure I could handle losing you. Then I realised that I would rather spend five minutes with you than a lifetime without you. - Stephanie Hale (Jovell: I me myself feel the same way too)
I'm having mixed feelings and I feel bad about it because I feel that I've done something wrong. It's alright, I'll survive. I've got U with me and I'm brave enough to walk through fire as long as I'm not alone. :)
Now I'm waiting for Guankiat to come over to bath princess before we head out to his place for dinner. I wanna go shopping but now I don't feel like because (fill in the blank) and I'm feeling tired as well.
I made cookies until morning and I'm quite pleased with the taste. Hehe. I lost 2kg and I can't wait to lose another 2kg even though I'm eating rice now! C'mon wish me luck.
I want, need & must get a notebook or whatever book to write down what happened every single day clearly because I've got short-term memory and every now and then Guankiat will tell me things which I don't remember at all. It somehow kills me inside. :( I want to remember it too. I shall go buy it later?
2:48 PM
Yours Truly ♥
Have you ever lost someone you love and wanted one more conversation, one more chance to make up for the time when you thought they would be here forever? If so, then you know you can go your whole life collecting days, and none will outweigh the one you wish you had back.